Wednesday, 1 June 2016

Life but a lie, a big fat tale

Being a tertiary student and a dream chaser, a lot of things have to be sacrificed. Some of which are those others may take for granted; some of which are those bits people cherish the most.

Stepping into this totally new learning environment, I hope to seek new love — that simple desire which grows in length and strength with time in everyone — to make me whole, and to complete me.

Watching movies that exacerbate the sensation of craves for love, a partner of life, who can walk through with me the ups and downs, whom I can show the other side of me, often deepens the very emptiness hidden deeply inside.

Yet, I couldn't tell, I couldn't write. Because I have secrets to keep, reasons to lie. Because I couldn't be truthful yet, even to myself.